What is it to feel like when one day your long forgotten wish becomes true, un-knowingly, un-expectedly, and half consciously. Remembering how desperate one's craving for fulling that wish, the sadness when one realised it will never be fullfilled, and how relieved that it was finally tucked in the safe box burried in memories.
And now 11 years later, when one has almost forgotten how deep this box is burried, safely thinking that it is no longer needed. Then one day you realised it has came true...
Tho not in the ideal way, tho the subject has changed with time, tho it is now no longer needed, tho one is now confused, tho it has make one's life more complicated, tho one knows it will vanish like a shooting star. It has came true.
Best thing one can do is to treasure of what is coming, the taste of the bittersweetness and try to capture in memory the shooting star moment...
Until the very last day.
